once i the crusader
reactionary
restive
persistent
had my say
lost a few friends
and my share of sleep
hours at the computer
conspiracy sites
obsessed
compulsive
soaked it up
then wrung it out
and i changed nothing
back then i was compelled
to dig for answers
i scrounged
disgusted
and angry
until i stopped
and found my own truth
when tormented day's done
railing minds wear down
and rest
for anger
serves no one
but those few souls
who authored the rage